Monday, June 23, 2008

The Beginning

I was born and raised here in Dallas.I am 55 years old.I don't do the horoscope thing,don't think it has any relavance to my life.I am divorced with 2 grown daughters,ages 35 and 33. I have 3 adorable grandchildren,14,12,11.I have 2 dogs,one is a Yorkie/Schnauzer,and some sort of Staffordshire Terrier,but really he is larger than one.I was married in 1972,to a graduate of Sunset.He was an abused child,and I thought I could love him out of it.But having never been around anyone like him,it did not work.And it took the sacrafice of my soul and my childrens wellbeing,to get out of that horrible mistake.I don't regret my children but I do regret marrying at such an early age.I was only 19,and he was too.Thousands of hours left alone,as I worked days and he worked split shift up into the night at a local chicken house.He was assist.manager.I hate to say it but my children still hate him to this day.They have no love of anykind in their hearts for him at all.So sad.It took me many years to get over the hate for him for never showing his babies any kind of loving kindness,tenderness,God,and he was born and raised in the Catholic Church,and was an alter boy,his grandmother was an avid Catholic who loved him more than her own life.Maybe more about that later,I have never done anything like this before.Anonimity is a good way to start.Later.

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